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These days I am getting down and down. Especially today. Keep looking forward to something which I know will not happen. Out of suddenly, I can feel like crying. Burst into tear. But there is not tear as all was gone last time. Dried up.

But there is no one around. Around me. Who makes me feel comfortable.


Even though like this, I still prefer the current me than last time. The one who has no emotion is just too scary. At least I have one thing to happy over.


Just turn down the offer from Imperial College. =(