Sleepy

Am I facing the same problem again? How come the notes have no feeling? Not expressive enough, me? Or maybe I am still without a soul?

I am scared, to be frank. I do not wish to lose it again. Ten years ago, I gave up. Must search for inspiration. But I just have no mood to do that. I miss the piano at home. I finally understand why it is easier to learn instruments when we are young. My fingers just cannot move.

I must not give up again. March forward!! (Sound like communist) And now I am very sleepy, yet I still got french tutorial and electronic tutorial...



Haiz, should be did not put in enough time and heart to practise.